Everyday facing my screen, facing my book.
Maybe I'm insane, I shouldn't spend so much time to achieve my dream, I'm wasting my youth, my life.
i'm escaping too much, but I know, it's not ready to repick my confidence.
wait to the next week, wait for my project's been accepted by school, and, take a rest?find a girlfriend? or still continue on my dream? too many issues disturbing me.
I wish one day I can think where to have dinner instead of functional programming, where to hang around with my friends instead of collision detection, where to share my emotion with my girlfriend instead of shadow volume.
no pain, no gain. hope i'm on my right way... ... fuck!